Eighteen. Eighteen weeks. How have we made it this far? I don't question it, but the shock and surrealness of it all are just...

We all have our own sins, our own personal demons. If you say you are without sin, then you're a liar, which is also a sin, isn't it?...

Last night I had a dream of him, our son. I sometimes dream of him as a child but last night I saw him as a teenager and as a man. I was...